An Apology- To Everyone

Im so so sorry,
Everyone listen to me. I truly am sorry. To my family especially, in particular, my Mom. In the time before I left for Japan, I was rapidly becoming a person you didn't really want around. I was rude, swore alot, and always looking for a fight. Basically, to sum it up, I was a Bitch. With a capital B. I feel so terrible looking back on it now, but there was now way to avoid it. I guess all the pressure on me was finally making me lose my cool. First, the prospect of going to Japan. Secondly, I had to keep my grades up, but didn't always pay attention in class. I wanted to spend mopre time with my friends, and was constantly being nagged to get things done. Over, and over until I snapped, basically. Then, of course, my grandma died. I cried the day I found out, and I wasn't even at my house. I think I scared Nick quite a bit then, seeing as we were at his house filming our English Project (Im really sorry! >-<). That had me down for a while aswell. Then of course, a few weeks before I left and went to Japan, Jennybell, my dog for the past 13 years, died. It was terrible, and I would like to apologize to Amanda for that, and thank her for listening to me weep for an hour. All in all, it was a rough few months, and I guess I wasn't ready for it. Honestly though, Going out every Tuesday to Youth Group did help. It got my troubles off my mind. But I hope you are all ready for when I return, because Im changing. Even now, after just a month, I can smile freely without being sad. Bright colours are even beginning to make it back into my clothing! hahaha, not as wild as what my Grandma Vachon wears though. ^_^. So Im sorry, and get ready for the new and HAPPY me, when I return..if Im not too tired ^_^.

ttfn,
Clarissa